Then I noticed that a lot of quiet in the house. Years I tell myself that I have enough quiet to wr

Years I wanted to write and somehow it does not come out, that is not counting birthday cards, booklets for children, plays for a birthday or a shopping list. That many words and even flashes of creativity. But this is not just writing, not what I planned. So I got up this morning, when I was in bed it seemed like the beginning of a normal day - it means or am I in my bed collapsed under the hands and feet of my toddler, who is really a little boy but sometimes santosom feels like a herd of mammoths or my narrow his grip and I'm a prisoner santosom in his own bed with dozens santosom of dolls that are as ubiquitous as nails bed Fakirim. But the night I fell asleep with the kids and got fresh it may really change very serious, I went out of bed, leaving a trail of stuffed animals plundered. So I bent down and picked them up, someone has to be responsible adult. What does anything, but nothing really prepared santosom me real Schuss santosom - kitchen santosom sink clean and shiny and I'm responsible for it. There is nothing more fun than to get up in the morning and find a clean sink without lift a finger to do it. Suddenly I was fresh as a 16-year-old commercial model face soap and it really does not happen santosom much. Too bad, it's really nice.
Then I noticed that a lot of quiet in the house. Years I tell myself that I have enough quiet to write. And suddenly quiet. Welcome. Coffee. I thought it would be nice to sit on the porch, a confession - there was also a practical consideration terrace and then if I'm really quiet here arises not some kid. So the cat arrived. Decided to jump on the counter. No use to describe the relative size of the cafeteria in front of the relative size of the cat (however santosom large) santosom or Open about his physical abilities against the sideboard silent. But yes, the cat managed to crash on the floor. The laughter was persuaded by the paralyzing fear from the awakening of a child. Apparently you can also stitches really quiet. Survived. So I started writing but the kids woke up. Recovery time with a hug and stuff in the living santosom room. Then they turned their attention to what they want and I did not have tools or laundering or cleaning or study times that freedom nonetheless or activity of the day, again - freedom. What to do with all this freedom? santosom Well, apparently writing. santosom I sat down. Soon I'll have to get up to make breakfast in the morning. But first oven baked bread waiting ever came out really good. Hence half the breakfast santosom ready. People really quiet morning.
Tomorrow I'm interviewing for a television program, a summer vacation ending and probably ought to be shown to parents who survived the freedom that parental choice left with the children all year at home. Maybe I This anecdote parents on a standard horror story. Creepy. But it made me think that sometimes in the madness of life you think you're thinking santosom but you actually swallowed and thinking is just a complex process automation you do not even aware of most of it. Then you disappeared into those crazy life and even though you know it's good for you is not that feel that way even if it feels like you are a bit forgotten. Tomorrow I'll talk about being a homeschooling mother and so many existential santosom philosophical questions that accompany it alone everyday computer regularly crawling and some even forgotten. In fact tomorrow will probably sort the whole study day center for ten years those lines. But I have ten years of experience in repentance and truly I could refine my answers. For example essential question, which combines santosom spirituality Slmimos myself in front of the practical economic questions, career. I think I could write volumes. Volume I was certainly - the waiver. Volume II - Parenting career was sufficient conviction. Volume III - Parenting Do I really need it! Volume IV - Career Now is the time to reach children, denial. Volume V - Where am I in the story search. Vol - I'm still looking. Volume Seven - The discovery of hidden talents. Volume H - Mothers Renaissance art of the New World. Volume IX - crisis struck did not finish the doctorate just assumes a different form and I would lift a research santosom institute here. Volume I. - I'm Cool - parent figure lines that starts reset itself santosom just as children are almost leaving the house (well, only the largest 10). So yes, I could write a doctorate and working at a political and media advice and continue to practice and teach at the university at IDC. I have no doubt that I was fine and I have no doubt that all of this I gave up. I have no regrets, despite Slhrtadt I know. Company once told me that it's not so bad idea my doctorate realized that I am not a man of one idea. I do not know if this sentence is true, but I was happy to adopt it and it comes back to me a lot. Especially after I came knocking Thrash wall after I'm not dig my child head and dug Despite all the promises to myself. But I note with satisfaction that I have been digging less, then maybe there is a future, but not the party, where there is not.
So career. Actually santosom starting sentences that always make me doubt, santosom but in our case also gave up a career. Fortunately, along with the waiver even I shed any features which nature had unwanted clearly and earned tons of talent who did not even know existed and will feature more than that I found that I can every day to challenge myself, I brought three children and a husband to challenge santosom me is desirable and since I'm breaking new records . I can laugh about it endlessly satisfying but I have mad I did not know such a job anywhere. I also have bosses with impossible demands but with Hfribligy, although I try not to scream, if it happens to me (and let's face it when it happens it's too bad) Nobody fire me and I even manage to create benefits of workplace conditions unknown magnitude . But I try it will not happen so I'm annoying myself every day so it will not happen and there are people who would prefer that afflicted them with whips and scorpions than to be interviewed my self myself if Supreme Court was familiar with the policies of the excavation of my own it was constant it is actually illegal . But that's my choice and I gave up on anything, turned a profit.
So it is only the question of career and I have not begun to discuss ago